Author Missing

Breaking news: apatea will be missing in action for a while starting a few hours from now

Reason: will be taking a stretched leave for two weeks, two weeks of fun, relaxation, vawksa, thingpui hang and Kuhva hring!!! YabadabaDooooooooo!!!!

Bye bye

well a girl would say-
Gonna miss my li'l bloggie bloggie :p

But hey, Not me, no no no NOT ever hehe

Change the World

When I was a young man, I wanted to change the world. I found it was difficult to change the world, so I tried to change my nation. When I found I couldn't change the nation, I began to focus on my town. I couldn't change the town and as an older man, I tried to change my family. Now, as an old man, I realize the only thing I can change is myself, and suddenly I realize that if long ago I had changed myself, I could have made an impact on my family. My family and I could have made an impact on our town. Their impact could have changed the nation and I could indeed have changed the world.
~Author Unknown

A 'WHITE" Christmas

Christmas wasnt so lonely as i had anticipated. I wore White on the D day trying to make the christmas in Hyderabad a li'l bit white hopefully.

A Christmas Without You

Christmas, humbug!!!
Starting to feel like a grinch,
You should have been here by my side.
You should have seen me now.
Listening to an old number by Scorpions.
“I called your number, the line ain’t free,
I’d like to tell you ‘come to me’ ”

All alone in front of the blank sheet
Wondering if you’ll ever take this seriously
Wondering if I’ll ever possess enough courage to send you this,
If ever the words could come out right.

Missing you…
Feeling miserable…
But can’t let go of this feeling
Kinda addictive I guess,
If I have to feel this miserable for missing you, so be it
It’s the next best thing to having you by my side anyways.

What do I miss in you so much?
Its... its YOU (Here you find the writer lost in words)
It’s the small talks,
Multi-million dollar ideas,
Hilarious jokes about you,
How you care for people around you,
Sweet expressions,
An intent listening ear
The perfect friend

Now, I wish you could read this
Wished you’d feel the same way I do
Wished I’d have a little guts to make you read this
Wished I could be a better man
Wished you’d be happy

How, I wished for a happy ending
An ending with you
Listening to scorpions…
NOT feeling miserable anymore…

(Dear reader, she hasnt raed it till now, so im posting it here again... I dont think she'll get to read it and feel the same way. *sigh*)